Sinful Colors

I was standing right in front of you screaming inside.Just wanting you to see my side while you just shoved the continuous s**t down my throat."Dress this way.Look that way.Only white trash w***e's wear that much makeup and have tattoos so you cannot do that.Your not allowed to drink,cuss, or smoke because you have to be a lady.You are f*****g someone else.You want all your male friends.Being bisexual is nasty."...Everything you said to me.But you could go out and do what you wanted.Talk to who you wanted.You hid the fact we were even together but when I put single on my facebook you b***h worse than me when I am pmsing .And I am only 18 and I quit everything for you but now I do not want to be engaged or with someone because I am not interested in being committed.You and your brother can call me a w***e and a s**t but at least I loved you enough to let everyone know and did not have anything to hide.You can blame me but you refused to even listen to my feelings.A relationship is a two way street.Not a one way.Because being a selfish egotistical dick drives a woman away.Making your smite comments about all the women looking at you while the one you said you loved was slipping through your fingers.I am glad it is over because you bought that ring and pressured me into getting engaged.I tried to get through to you.But I kept quiet to avoid another fight to have you throw my past up in my face.Sure I made mistakes but I never let another man touch me and gave up my love for p***y .But I am glad it is over and I can finally be myself and not the little Barbie you controlled .I endured and I gave up the battle because you beat my self confidence bloody..And even if I would have walked down that aisle it would have never worked out because fire and ice do not mix and I am going to let my flame burn on.It's finally met its end and I am proud I finally stood up to you .I am a dom but you had some kind of magic and knew my weakness and walked all over me.So good riddance I have a bright future ahead of me without you.