Your Name

Your Name.It haunts these halls of my fading mind.Sanity slipping away.Your voice screaming in my head constantly.How you broke me so damn easily .I cant forget you or fight this tenuous hold you have on me.When I close these sapphire eyes I see you standing in the darkness daring me to dance with you in this dangerous dying passion we have shared for so long.And he lays here next to me unknowing of the love I have felt for so long and oh so strongly for you.I want you so bad that my heart is torn to pieces...tiny shards of utter nothingness that you created with the lies you told..and you run from her arms to mine.The sweet seduction of these ill fated feelings will destroy us in the end but we care not because we are caught up in this game of trying to love two people at a time.Pained by the need that drives us to this secret affair for we are weak .When they say your name I die a little more..tears brimming but choked back to avoid another fight with him.This storm intensifies within.He holds me close but it isnt him I see its you.I think of you day and night.We meet when the sun goes down ...kissing away the agony of the wait we have been through.Skin on skin.Merging only to part when morning light comes again.Not wanting to hurt our significant other we pretend we are friends when there is more to this than friendship.Satisfaction and happiness found in our silent serenades under satin sheets.Until the end comes we will continue to taste the poisoned pleasure of forbidden fun.