Pained Lies

I cant breathe as I watch you walk away.Tears form in my saddened eyes as you exit my life.Expecting me to stay when you are wining and dining her while I sit alone in the dark crying out your name.These hands tremble .My pain deepened by your lies..you care about me so damn much when you are f*****g her and I am waiting.But no more will I be burned.Tired of this second rate bullshit.I stand out in the cold ..the lonliness eating out my soul and cutting me to pieces.So I disappear.Letting my emotions die .Sadness my destruction.