Escape From Reality

Sometimes I'm still awake at 3am, and sometimes at 3am I can't help but write about how I wish I felt. ps. I'm not a drug addict, I just chose to write like one.

I floated up, far up, so high that nobody could ever reach me with any human creation. My mind was flowing with thoughts racing to my brain, think about the fun, the shine, the warmth of your high. Think about what's actually happening and feel bad for all of the people who aren't having the same experiance as you. There is no blocking of fun, your body creates another universe & opens the doors for your imagination to explore.      
    Should you be scared or estatic this is happening? When you put yourself back in reality and think about if it's fear or excitment your dealing with you think this should be terryfing, only your drug has taken you to the most intersting state of mind. Nobody is as beautiful as you, nobody will ever roam this earth with more importance and power as you. The only thing waiting to tear you down is that horrible monster inhaled everyday

 . . . . . .
It's got you on a leash ♥

                        
After that single dose of exploration touches the cells of your body your mind begins to play that one trick on your twacked brain, the lack of reality shown in the expression on your face doubles and you realize everything has now such more beauty and comfort thrown into it. 

 

       You never want to leave this place, this feeling or this party behind. You want your heart to be the rythem of the music and your words to show emotions. You want your life to be as wonderful and warm as it is at this moment, its like as if you were saying "I've been waiting for this," this toxic chemical to take over my brain and bring me to this state of relaxation and love. You see someone who gives you a bad, repulsive vibe & start to develop slight, negative thoughts. Thinking of how this acidic liquid is floating around in your brain that makes your head feel like it has every peice of knowledge known to man is actually taking out an important large portion of it. Yet all of those feelings give you both so much physical and emotional pleasure. Letting your muscles melt, your body moves more and more to the flow of the music by each step you take. Hands attached by the rave, feelings for one another are the closest bond exposed to man. You are my happiness

 My drugs,

 My love,

 My ecstasy, ♥