Deep Thoughts.

Give up the past I can't do
While looking towards the future too
Deep down maybe it's my hearts desire
Yet there's always been a little cut in the wire
The piece that connects the brain to my heart
It feels as though my soul and my body are apart
Flew all the way to see your smile
One I haven't seen in awhile
But what good is it if my heart isn't set?
What if I'm not ready yet?
Did you ever stop to see if I'm the one you're meant to be?
Can you even see?
With each time I say goodbye at that door
My eyes always veer to the floor
Because my heart can't take the idea of you walking away
Although a part of me knows I can't say
What's really on my mind because it'll cause a fight
Maybe one day I'll do this right
But does it have to be now?
Do I have to settle down?
I'm only 18 and I feel like I'm already living a lie
But do I have the strength to say bye?

Author's Note

I wrote this in October. Sorry guys I've been gone a while now, been dealing with some stuff but I'll try and post more.

Reviews

[Jade]

emotional read, enjoyed the rhyme and flow