New ways.

Screwed up once again
Why do I let those self doubts win?
Could have had a shot at my love once more
He was opening up to his core
Something he hasn't done in a long time
And I treated it like it was a crime
Got jealous and it ruined everything between us
Because to me, it felt you only had lust
Now I want to fix it all
But how can i when you're not willing to fall?
Don't want to push to hard but don't want to let this go
How can I show I still care yet take things slow?
But see you also talk to her quite a lot
It's why we fought
Falling asleep with her on the phone
Yet I'm here laying all alone
Don't know how to fix this mess
Can't understand why I don't love you less
Being caught was the best thing that ever happened to me
Yet there were consequences I see
For me to get help I had to lose you
I guess I never stopped to think, you lost me too.

Author's Note

Hey guys, sorry I haven't been writing I've been going through stuff and gave up on writing. But I started back up and thought I would share it. So here you go.