Ready or Not

Each step brings me closer

Yet do I become more me or some other poser?

That’s the scariest thing about this all

I got no clue as to how I’m going to fall

Will this have a happy ending

Or am I just pretending

Doubts flood throughout my head

I’m trying so hard to hear the words others have said

Maybe I will end up in the light

Hell it would be a blessing after all these fights

Except with these steps I don’t know exactly what I’m walking too

They say I should have faith in you

The greater good

Everything happens as it should

I try not to ask the “why me” question

Because I don’t think I’d like to hear some of the suggestions

In the end, there will be an outcome

Might be sad to some

I don’t know where this journey will lead me

But I’m taking a chance to believe

Talking to myself hoping to prep

As I take a deep breath, it’s like a baby taking their first steps.