I Get The Say...

Lost in my own thoughts

Fought myself until I got caught

Gone to hell and back

Can’t begin to say how many times I wished to pack

Looked over my shoulder more than I can count

For any love I had a limited amount

Not saying I’m a victim because I can tell you right now

I’m not but I had allowed

Myself to think I could have been better

Unaware of the lies that came with that letter

Down I sank too far

Even left some painfully scars

Both physically and emotionally for I didn’t trust much after that

I just got curled up down on the mat

So, yes I was one who got tons of pain

But I won’t let that define my name.