Beginning or End?

New beginnings

I don't even want to write about you.
That's how bad I really am.
You stand there looking in my eyes,
while I'm wondering how you can.
Was it nothing but a test?
To see how much I would make you guess?

I just don't believe I'm good enough.
Dear, please walk away before I ruin this.
Love does not exist in my eyes,
it simply is stupid.
Did you mean it?
Do you honestly think this is worth it?

So we both don't believe in love;
So what are we even doing?
I'm trying to figure you out
and your view of the world isn't helping.
What's even with this poem?
Would you ever care to know about any of them?
 
See, a long lost boy broke my soul,
 I just can't let anyone in again.
He tore my heart into blasted glass
That has finally been excavated ruins.
Don't you see?
It would never work here- you and me.

I shall test how far this goes,
Maybe this isn't something to forget.
But love is so devastatingly complicated;
There's no point in settling for less.
So where do we stand?
Love has no appointments or plans.

Or maybe I should just let it go,
"What's next?"
With my heart, you never know..

Author's Note

The beginning stage of a new "relationship." How are we supposed to know what to do next?

Reviews

[GreenSkeleton16]

I don't even want to write about you.
That's how bad I really am.
You stand there looking in my eyes,
while I'm wondering how you can.----very powerful paragraph to start off with!

[YouoweYoupay]

The sentences are very strong. You DON'T want anyone new in. You refuse to give it a try because if you do, you have no idea where you'll end up. The way you show your un-changing dissaproval through questions was fabulous. Loved it. Thanks for sharing.

-Wella.

[Omar Fendri]

splendid . touching. perfectly written.
the last stanza is so adorable and brilliant.
good piece :)

[Crinkle°]

well, we still go on to believe, actually... fortunately!

[Daydreamer54]

Very portic snd meaningful! I like where it rhymes and it has a nice flow to it. Great job! :)