Optimism Is Just A Disease

I don't know what to say about this one..

I am an expert at the fall -
I'm certified at building these walls.
I trap myself in here night after night,
I thought I wanted to let you inside.
So I did.
I let you in.
It felt amazing to trust again.
But plans change, don't they?
Things come up & there's nothing left to say.
Forgive me for getting hung up on this.
I just thought that maybe I'd found a friend-
No; more than that.
It just feels... Bad.
I can't explain why I feel this way,
And you know I'm not one to complain -
But in the back of my mind is a little bundle of hate,
And there's a pair of dead blue eyes burned into my brain...

Author's Note

Written fast, but be harsh if you please

Reviews

[C.S.John]

I love the last two lines, well done