My Back's Against the Wall (It's a Box That I'm In) I'm Getting Out (No I'm Not, I Just Pretend)

I can't even...

I don't think in liquids yet I'm always drowning in these thoughts.
They show me how to act and feel when in wide awake, but right now I'm not.
It's easy to imagine that I'll care enough one day -
But right now I'm feeling pissed and abandoned and I want it all to go away

Author's Note

I'm just out if it lately...