Wanna get lost

Wanna get lost..
Past these miseries n sorrows..
Need a damn break n some real happiness to borrow..
The ache in my heart is growing stronger then ever..
It feels like this distress is gonna end never..
Is there no one up there who can feel my killing fears?
Its a point in life where my eyes are dried of tears..
M tired of bieng strong n pretending to be happy n gay..
Is there none in dis world who can see my dismay?
M fed up of hearing that one day everything will be fine..
Why is everyone on earth ruling on a life which is mine?
Let the burden of everyones joy be on my shoulder..
And what about my happiness?is there anyone to bother?
It really really hurts n i mean it wen i say..
All happiness has gone, when will this grief go away?
M shattered into pieces n totally crushed from inside..
Darkness loves my company n sorrow is always on my side..
The pain is like someones drinkin d last drop of blood as i lie..
But whats hurts more is that even then m not gonna die...