Love's First Sight (Part 2)

KMP** Dated: August 21st, 2008.

          It's been a week since I last saw that mysterious boy, I never even caught his name, but the way that he held me close and the way his lips moved over mine made my heart soar past the heavens. I went back to the meadow's peak everyday to see if my vampire fan-fict knight would ever show his true colors once more. Disappointment swept over me as I returned to that same place around midnight again and he still never showed up.

          I find myself lucky my parents are out of town or I could never come here, again at this hour of night. I sighed taking in the icy chill as the river's dephs have cleared his smell completely from my sensitive nose.

          When will you return? I thought to myself day after day. Was he just a fragment of my dreams or was it the real deal? I had no answers. I will meet you again, I swear on this day. As I swore right here and the moon was still above my head, fading, but still glowing brightly, a shooting star passed overhead as I hastely closed my eyes and made a wish.

          Here I am, a week from now, meeting the man of my dreams that has come and gone without a trace left to find him. Please shooting star here my plea, let me meet that mysterious dream boy once more. As the star disappeared with all my hopes and dreams, I sank into depression. 

          I sat at the edge of the cliff my feet dangling over it with crumbles of rocks falling beneath my feet and the river sweeping away my thoughts, clearing my head. I closed my eyes and hummed a harmonic melody my mother used to hum when I was a baby to get me to hush and stop crying those useless, good for nothing tears. I closed my eyes only the rushing water below to sustain the noise without another trace of sound to interrup my thoughts of "him." I'm finding myself obsessed as the tears streamed out of my eyes down my scarlet red cheeks and off my chin. It was such a bothersome thing as I ran my arm over my eyes trying to prevent the tears. I missed him so very much though.. my dreams have been crushed.. and the feeling of love became an anguish traitor in my point of view.

          The tears just kept flowing as I tried to smile through the wounded heartache held in my chest. My hands grasped where my heart should be trying to stop the pain that swept over me! His voice kept spinning through my head I'm sorry he would say. As the time seemed to go by slow I started dazing into my fantasy of him and me being together with him, a happy married couple, too good to be true.

          I remembered the moment when he flew down plunging into the watery blue waves with me left paralyized without a word to say or a single movement till morning as I was stunned with water droplets down my face, once again. 

          As I kept my eyes closed for the time being I started feeling light headed from the deprived sleep and the starvation brought over me, what? A 14 year old around 5'2" had no need for such foolish things when all she cares or wants is the man of her dreams no matter the price. My eyelids refused to open as I started leaning forward, drifting to the shadow's edge to be taken over till the next day.

          My feet left the edge of the cliff as did the rest of my body, falling through the air down to the dephs of the river's watery base to never rise again. If I hit the mark my eyelids would never open and see "his" wonderful smile or hear his irresistable voice to look into his eyes.

          "I'll be your savior, your vampire fan-fict knight you may call me," I heard him whisper in my imagination. "I'll hold you close and protect you...I promise."

           They were the last words I imagined as I fell to my doom, imaginative, not real. I knew myself too well as a final tear went down my face and I struggled to smile with his face in my head.

          "I love you," I whispered in the icy chill wind.

          "I know you do," I heard or imagined a whisper back. Too perfect, too real.  My dreams were.. lost. My heart was.. hopeless. My life was.. over.

Reviews

[Vick Thomason]

so sad...
I actually feel extremely sad reading this
How dare you write something that will make me depressed!
hahaha you know im joking.
Its a nice story, even with the depression flowing in from every direction