Blood Stained Rose

KMP** Dated: 2007. My first poem.

Blood stained roses surround me as if I’m gone
How can this be at the break of dawn?
I’m dying inside without a trace of love
You just left me here and took it all, shove

It rains some blood taking all my fears
Along with all my blood stained tears
I’m in the mid of day
And how could you say

You never loved me you know it’s true
In fact I think I always knew
It’s like a rose in my face
With all the thorns set into place

I’m gone and that’s it
I was left in a hollow pit
Circling around like a big gap where my heart should be
You never wanted, you can’t even see, the look on my face you quiver with glee

My face is red from my tears
Haunt me they shawl, all my fears
Which I’m surrounded by all, with nothing left, just a piece of you
Just like a robin, with all its might, it flew

This blood stained rose is all I have left of you
I cry and cry with the black feeling inside, that’s as much as I can do
I’m nothing you say, I’m nothing alright
I’m here instead, the hole has opened, the demon inside coming, I can’t see the light

Guilt, thrusted right in my face
What a bitter taste
The shallow blackness swallows me whole, not a trace is found
I’m just left here, on a mound

With all my memories fading along
How can this be, I loved you, but how could I be so wrong
My blood stained eyes, my rose has wilted, and it has turned black
You know it’s me, my tears are falling, and yet I’m crawling, in fact

You turn towards me
My soul left bound to this hollow feeling, can’t you see
My tears are falling, this blood rose turned black, I’m covered in blood, I still love you
I never saw this, my soul is lifted, and who ever saw who ever knew

I’m slowly dying, with all this pain
I promise, my words are bound to my blood, I won’t go insane
Forever love you I will
And yet my heart set still