I Rather Be

Every year I try to see
If any difference can be found in me
I search, and I look in my mind
But I stumble and become too blind

They say I'm not easily read
And they'd wish I was dead
So forever I rather sleep
Than to feel these pains so deep

I rather be the one drowned
If by then, you would have calmed down
I rather be the one in the fire
Than to see your soul up for hire

I was merely trying to close your eyes
To protect you from all their lies
I almost sold my soul for you
Then I find out its almost my due

I would sleep forever
If it mean you would suffer never
I rather be the one blind
If I didn't know I would be the one you left behind

 

Reviews

[bluessadmood]

God my friend,that was so lovely so nice ,magical write ,how i enjoyed your words..
I try and try to see any difference that could be found in me,but I stumble and go blind
They say I am not easy read and wish me dead,so I d rather sleep Than feel the pains so deep
I d rather be the one drowned if only to see you calmed down,rather be the one in the fire
I tried close your eyes,protect you from all their lies,i almost sold my soul for you
Then I found its my due..I would sleep forever if it meant you suffer never
I would rather be blind,only i know will be left behind..
Oh what beauty ,what magic,how i loved your words
lovely write..