When you watch your TV half the time,
And live your life just half alive,
When motivation drains your soul,
And leaves a vast, empty hole,
When in your bed you lay all day,
And simply sleep the day away,
When all these things are all you do,
You know you're doomed and that you'll lose,
You feel like life is leaving you,
It feels there's not much more to do,
You forget feelings and forget hopes,
And replace yeses with hopeless nopes,
You never smile and never cry,
You're simply numb and wish to die,
Your mood has changed, your feelings too,
You feel your friends are leaving you,
You lose the love that you once felt,
And wish that you could sadly melt,
You dream and dream, sleep and sleep,
Slowly you sink into the deep
2/11/07