Lately it's felt so real like it did,
Much like I felt, so real it has been,
But one thing I've learned in all of these months,
Is the feeling of hurt, the shine of the sun,
You taught me a lot, to love and be loved,
You taught me to think about being someone,
I lived all alone somewhere in my mind,
You saved me from that, you helped me find,
My way out of that, my way out of hate,
My way into more significant things,
You gave me the most, you gave me your love,
So little I thought you'd take it and run,
I know it won't show but I love you SO much,
I hope that you know I love you a bunch,
And if you come back, now or in years,
I'll take you right back and make you endeared,
So please do come back to me soon and say,
"Ethan, I love you, can I please stay?"
And know that my answer will be, "Yes of course,"
I love you always, though you've left me so sore
9/10/06