All of it

It was like being too big

Wishing you could disappear

Inside the ever-growing

Crowd of people

As their eyes wander onto yours

While you try to ebb away

In the corner

 

But much too small

Inside this body

Like it could not contain

All your bones and muscles

Like your skin

Needed to be stretched out

In order to hold it all

 

It was an awkward in between

Of being too big

But also too small

Of being too much

But not enough

Like being nothing at all

And everything at once