Best Thing For Me

Here we are, the day you said goodbye,

Not a way to enjoy the month of July.

You said it was the best thing for me,

This is not how I wanted this to be.

So now I'm just laying here tonight,

Trying to figure out this new fight.

I know it'll be few months from now,

But I think I want to make this vow.

I'm putting my mind on the shelf,

I am going to spend time to myself.

Going to see what time brings to me,

See if the universe will hear as I plea.

Time may be able to help this ordeal,

Maybe time will clear up how I feel.

See I know what's here is kind of wrong,

But the connection here is very strong.

I was never afraid of any of your scars,

And in your eyes I could see the stars.

The more we talked I lost all my doubt,

About how much I was ready to hang out.

Now I will wait and see what is to come,

Hopefully won't just end up feeling dumb.

Hope leaving is really what's best for me,

Not just a way for you to up and flee.

This is something I will wait to send,

Waiting for December to finally end.

For me this is all feeling extremely scary,

I can only help for the best come January.