Anxiety's Song

The silence in the noise is deafening,

The anxiety gets me to questioning.

I know I shouldn't look in too deep,

But thoughts within start to creep.

I keep letting myself feel letdown,

Knowing that I'm just being a clown.

I know there is nothing going on,

It's just the thoughts I have drawn.

I believe there is nothing wrong,

Just a part of my anxiety's song.

It's not that it makes me grieve,

People always just up and leave.

Some reason my mind will run wild,

Just to leave my soul unreconciled.

I just go on living another long day,

So many things I feel I need to say.

I know that it's all just in my head,

And everything needs left unsaid.

I know the anxiety will all go away,

Never gone but again it'll be at bay.

I know it will all seem entirely lame,

Once my phone displays your name.

Anxiety will always be in my mind,

But peace I will always seem to find.