Blessed App

I had fallen so far away from his will,

Was scared if he was with me still.

I was in this state of a nonchalance

Only a couple hours for his response.

Had just downloaded the app that day,

Asked God to help me in some way.

Then she pops up and catches my eye,

She was someone I could not pass by.

I looked to see what she had to say,

And it's still with me until this very day.

Said God and family was above the rest,

In that instant I was completely impressed.

At that moment I wanted to talk to you,

Prayed to God about what I should do.

In a culture of hookups and one night stands,

Was this someone who actually understands.

Someone like me who wants more than lust,

Someone who I can put into all of my trust.

Let my fingers say the words, then hit send,

No idea if this is where that story would end.

Then a short time later I heard your voice,

I knew for sure I had made the right choice.

In this culture I know it is hard to trust guys,

Too many want sex and tell nothing but lies.

Do whatever I have in order to pass the test,

In order to prove that I'm nothing like the rest.