No Chains

First time in a long time I feel free,

That is a feeling that scares me.

No longer am I holding to the past,

Wonder how long this will all last.

No chains that are holding me down,

Yet all I feel is the weight of a frown.

See for the first time I feel I'm free,

This new feeling is truly scaring me.

For so long I used my hurt as a fuel,

Only felt that the world was just cruel.

Then some how it has all changed,

This feeling seems kind of deranged.

It came in a time of pure darkness,

It swept through me none the less.

All of a sudden had a mental change,

Put everything I knew in a disarrange.

Now I have a new view on every thing,

I know what I want my future to bring.

Right now I am free of any small crushes,

No one that brings me those blushes.

Not going to look for anyone either,

Just giving my soul a nice breather.

I know when it's time I will meet her,

Even if waiting is not what I prefer.

Going to just enjoy the life I have now,

Till I meet the one who makes me go Wow.

Till then go out in the world and mingle,

Wait for the day I am no longer single.