Slowly Creeps

From within my body it seeps,

I can feel as it slowly creeps.

A thousand thins in one look,

Felt as if the whole world shook.

Now fee my insides being to stir,

As my confidence becomes a blur.

The anxiety had finally gone away,

To where I had hoped it would stay.

Now it throbs inside of my mind,

Making me feel as if I am blind.

Had finally let my guard down,

Now I fear that I may drown.

Thought everything had been set,

That thought I may start to regret.

When the cans turn into maybe,

And the yes turn into we will see.

Though I have not heard a nope,

So I will hold on to my hope.

Not like I'm in a very big hurry,

Cause she told me not to worry.

Now exposed, hanging by a thread,

I'm holding on to what she said.

Looking at us now on my phone,

Hoping that what's here is not gone.