Chapter In My Book

I miss your blonde hair,
Just doesn't seem fair.
Those deep beautiful eyes,
As blue as the summer skies.
Your lips something I miss,
So soft as we would kiss.
After everything is it fair,
How we made a great pair.
No matter the days crap,
Your head was on my lap.
At night I held you so tight,
And it just felt so very right.
I ignored all of my alarms,
Was happy with you in my arms.
At night my hands on your hip,
Your told me to tighten my grip.
Between us a strong compassion,
You moan in our shared passion.
Then came that long Saturday,
The trurh revealed on that day.
I had let all my guards down,
The day still makes me frown.
Was I a thrill just for the night,
Not worth any kind of fight.
Did you ever give a f**k,
Or was it just I had a truck.
You were a chapter in my book,
Was I just an advantage you took.
Now back to my bed alone,
More demons with you gone.