Doors

Again I took another chance,
Trying to start a new dance.
I don't know what's in store,
What's behind this new door.
No idea if it ends good or bad,
If things will end happy or sad.
Anxiety has me question everything,
Even now I'm feeling it's sting.
So now I sit in my own mind,
Sanity hidden deep for me to find.
See what is in store to come,
Hope not to go back to rum.
Now get through stresses haze,
Going through these next days.
Will this be a new kind of door,
or will this be like the times before.