First Day

Not sure what I'm supposed to do,

First morning not thinking of you.
First day since you've been gone,
First day I'm not feeling all alone.
First day able to get up and go,
First day I didn't want to say no.
First day thinking time to move on,
First day my hearts not just stone.
First day there's not a deep sting,
First day I've felt complete nothing.
First time I have began to see,
You were the one weak, not me.
You ran filled with the fright,
I stayed wanting to stand and fight.
Now it's apparent for the first time,
I can see that this is your last time.
Last day you will you kill my gleams,
Last day you will haunt my dreams.