No Mend

Lost in need of saving,
Hate builds and raging.
Creating nothing but wrath,
Far from a good path.
Love & hate begin to blend,
Fractured mind with no mend.
A new life I up and take,
Even though it's all a fake.
This life I will rearrange,
Now everything is strange.
I smile and for once it's real,
What is all this I start to feel.
Thought I had won the bout,
Everything was figured out.
Was wrong in the end,
Were you a God send.
Life now an actual new,
Real and because of you.
Everything is feeling great,
Hate sitting back to wait.
I know it's right to do,
Worth it if it's for you.