Lost and Found

A feeling that is so wrong,
Yet within it is so strong.
Last night for the first time,
I forgot pain and was sublime.
Then I quickly came to realize,
The reason was within your eyes.
For months I've been a shell,
Lying and living in my own hell.
Now I like in bed beating myself up,
Drinking the final drops from my cup.
Can't get the thoughts from my head,
Filling this night full of a dread.
Now I see as the sun begins to rise,
I am lost and found all within your eyes.
All I need is one small chance,
For you to join me in this dance.
I'll give 100% and not any less,
All I ask for is a simple yes.
God only knows what will be,
Let's give it a chance and see.