Why Me

She has always been just a gleam,
Now I feel she has left my dream.
I could always see part of her face,
Now it seems I'm alone in this place.
Are you here or where did you go,
I sit around feeling just so low.
I do what I can to look past the gleam,
I even destroyed my brother and team.
If you were the one I could always see,
Then why the hell did you do this to me.
Why come in and be my everything,
Pull me along till I go and but a ring.
You took all the heart I had ever had,
Now you tell me I'm going to be a dad.
You then take the perfect life I see,
Shooting it down, d****t why me.
Now I realize you were never the one,
Now my feelings for you are over and done.
Now I'm getting ready to be a single dad,
Away from you cause you're nothing but bad.
We all know what you did was plain crappy,
You lied saying that we could be happy.
None of this ever had to come and be,
Never again will I ever let you hurt me.