What Have I Done

Finally everything seemed so right,
I would finally sleep during the night.
I found 2 girls that would help me,
Show me a happiness I was yet to see.
The first one who I knew the least,
Only helped to bring back the beast.
The second at first eased my mind,
Ended up putting me in a worse bind.
I start to think maybe it isn't them,
look in the mirror and know it's him.
Maybe I have never actually won,
Maybe I should let us become one.
Now it's time for all the real fun,
All I wonder is "What have I done".