Angel From My Nightmare

Maybe the end of my life has come near,
but here I am again with nothing to do.
Life spent trying to find a way out of here,
Getting away from all these feeling of you.
After tonight I will make myself free,
Knowing it will be to late for me to pray.
I cut feeling freedom as it comes to me,
Now instead of you, I am the Devil's prey.
You are what created this darkness in me,
All the pain you cause is what created it.
Death the only way to get away from you easy,
A life without pain, my heart will not permit.
See no longer will I have to do as told,
This stream down my arm will end it today.
Freedom was a lie, apparent as I get cold.
Now It's come, my soul's own doomsday.
No longer will I have to hold on to this will,
No more dealing with all of life's bull s**t.
Cold taken over, feelings I no longer feel,
My blood and hate are now my outfit.
All the love and hope I have is dead,
I forge my own path to the afterlife.
Death was never something I would dread,
When we met was when I lost my life.
I still don't know the reason we ever met,
I do know what you did to me was unfair.
As I die the one thing I know I can't forget,
You're the demon Angel from my Nightmare.