Choice

It's a lie if you see me as happy,
Because inside I just feel crappy.
I laugh at the jokes that are about me,
When inside I just want to flee.
Just joking around is all fine,
Just not about the choices that are mine.
If I stay single cause of who I am,
Then really I just don't give a damn.
If not being single means me being cool,
Then I guess I'll remain the fool.
I'm not like all the other men,
I have chosen to stay a virgin.
Please don't make fun of it,
That will always get my fuse lit.
I've always wanted someones hand to hold,
But now that feelings getting very old.
I just wish not to be all alone,
Before my life is fully gone.