Fear

Written 1/20/2017

I’m feeling rage and the pain,

Like someone rained on my parade.

I’m overlooked, I’m damn distained,

I’ll abstain, not in vain.

Feeling sorrow til tomorrow,

Open up another bottle.

I’m no model to go by,

Just left here to rot though.

With sheer fear I shed tears.

What I hear sears peers,

Who jeer and leer, I feel so mere.

So clear, I peer into nightmares.

So convoluted and stupid,

The life I lived, so putrid.

Because of everything that you did,

The depression’s deeply rooted.