I Drop You, You Drop Me Too

How is it supposed to feel?

When you drop me on the ground

And never pick me up

I gave you the since unspoken key 

The one you didn't even try to use

My most disgusting flaw for a shaky, forgiving lie

I've never felt a more painful betrayal

And I'm not even angry,

This is a bigger thing here

I'll never give anyone the key

To my house of insecurities

I'm not sure I'm even able to

But, I guess, and eye for an eye

I drop you, you drop me

The words spilled out

But it must have been gibberish

You don't want to leap the fire

That we spent over two years building