No longer numb

I use to feel so far away from happiness, I felt miles away from everyone I thought I knew. I forgot how to breathe and d****t how to feel. I was numb just going wherever the wind blew me. Which felt like nowhere. One day I finally decided to open my eyes and breathe for a little while. I remembered how to talk and how to move without getting weak at the knees. Until I saw something so beautiful. Something so flawless. I forgot how to breathe again I was speechless. My knees began to quiver. And then that beautiful thing looked my way. Looked at me, into me. I wanted so badly to just run away but it's perfection pulled me in so effortlessly. The first time I touched it I was not only fearless but I was dreaming. Holding on to the moment. I kissed it, I looked and it was looking back. It was almost as if it were reading my mind. It is hardly an it it was he,This boy.whose eyes made me feel like I was something worth looking at. Eyes that made me feel like I was free falling for centuries. God how I wanted to whisper that four letter word that is so convenient to over use. But When we moved we moved together. Everything felt right and had fallen in its place. There's nothing like us there's nothing like you and me. I would kill for you. I'd lay down my life for this beautiful boy who makes my life worth living. It never felt so normal and amazing to have my breath stolen from me. I love you.