And Touch

 

 

Words can’t express what I’m going through except that I’m torn and it won’t heal with stupid tape or super glue.

My rage calmed but softness it’s just I don’t know.

Everything’s so confusing when your heart is divided between two loves.

Unable to make the right choice from the past and the present.

Past and Present make me laugh and smile.

Both insatiable.

Both don’t wanna hurt me.

Past has my heart.

Present fell in love with me within a few days of meeting me.

Both have military backgrounds.

Not sure who to choose someone said go with the one who lives closest because the sex is better.

But I choose Present because this time I wasn’t honest with her the first time around so I will be more the second time.

As for Past, well she’ll have to stay there for awhile so she can heal and hopefully someone else will come along and love her like I do.