My final ap return

You know the drill and you know who I am and what I can do.

Victoria Lin Cunningham

April 1,1959 - December, 31, 2007

 

I met Tory back in 2004 during the last three years of her life then I met Tina long controversial story short, a pedophile whom I got wrapped up with and later fought on this site for a year, got banned for it and I lost touch with Tory then couple weeks ago I came onto the site looking for her page and I saw the obit and kept telling myself it’s not true it’s a lie it’s a prank someone’s idea of bad joke. But it was true and I just cried blamed myself for not being there during her final years, blamed Tina for pulling me into her stupid bullshit, blamed everyone for dumb reasons and that night I went through a lot of Marlboro reds trying to place the blame somewhere on someone but it all came back to me and it was the price I paid my crusade for justice cost me a great and dear friend.

 

So I post her memoir on my page because it goes to show when you go to war for something right the casualties hit near and dear close to home and I want all of you to remember that should any of you follow in my footsteps and make the same mistake I made.

 

　

SO WAKE UP GODDAMMIT! TREASURE YOUR FRIENDS KEEP THEM CLOSE AND BY GOD AS MY WITNESS NEVER LET THEM GO EVEN IF THEY PISS YOU OFF OR HURT YOU IN SOME WAY KEEP HOLDING ONTO THEM BECAUSE THEY MATTER MOST NOT SOME PETTY WAR WITH SOME A*****E WHO CALLS YOU OUT.

 

My story with this site is fairly controversially but I can tell most of it without getting into the nitty gritty details of it.

 

Me and Tina were friends for a time till she told of things she did on the site with other poets whose names and likeness are being withheld just like the announcer says on Cheaters I know it’s a b***h but hey it’s the best I can do for you the curious reader.

 

Well one of the poets was my ap mother and that set me off so I wrote a poem up that got me banned called The Toy Fights Back which I cannot post due to it’s nature but if you want to read it I’ll gladly send you copy just im me or give me your email, anyway that set off a huge shitstorm with the mods and her and I didn’t care cause on top of that she threatened a member of my real life family.

 

So I was uber pissed and that started the nine month war known as The Crusade in the vampire RP nation. I bashed her, her ap family, called her real life ex hubby and told him what she did, dragged her a*s through the mud practically drowning her emotionally and mentally. People took sides some with me some with her it was a split decision then later in 06 round August I think maybe September she hooked up with a guy whom she made her ap king and hubby who was a total p***y for sake of protection and me being very talkative with naming names I’ll call him my nickname: King Nothing because that’s what he was a nobody.

 

I earned the throne to her former kingdom, Avarus and most people agreed but I was always pushed to the back of the line when it came to the throne anyhoo, me and him butted heads oh and in the beginning of the war another guy was involved with it almost forgot him :p Seth back to the matter at hand it was a twisted love story back and forth and the drama got so bad that in October 06 I faked my death.

 

　

The reason I faked my death was two reasons one I needed to get people off my back too much heat and two I needed to have people think me dead and see how it would turn the tide with the Crusade. It worked somewhat I came back as Octavian Wild Storm which was later deleted but as him I took on the form as a friend of mine, Vincent. I took on Tina harder than before I created a trial on her and I had a fuckload of evidence: poets involved, s**t she said to me, the affairs, the lies and deceit, and when the time came I posted it all in my former group, The Slaughter House and many people were pissed and at the same time not surprised but had more questions than answers plus at that time Tina wasn’t online as much and that made people hesitant to keep up with her then she came online one day and said "Go f**k yourselves I am done with this RP s**t and the drama blah blah blah" so I think a few days later or hours I was banned for life oh and I had another account named Maryian Avarita which was another funbag of controversy I can tell fully there were two groups: Avarus which I told you of and the other group: The Maryian Dynasty which kept changing its name to this day but back then that was it’s name. I decided that, once again playing Vincent I was the rightful ruler of both clans :) which sparked a lot of s**t and that was short lived and it was banned also.

 

　

　

As for me I was banned for life for soliciting a minor on the site which I did she was 15 and I 20 I do regret it but hey we were in love and s**t happens I was careless and horny, ummm on top of that the biggest reason was Tina I harassed, threatened her life so on and so forth and *jail cell door closes* poof banned until 2099.

 

Now fast forwarding to August 25^th, 2008 I had gained a lot of weight, stalked Tina until July-August 2007, went insane, regained most of persona, got robbed of 50 bucks by two black guys, had multiple surgeries since, I won the Crusade but came out of it with congestive heart failure, smoked more, started drinking, got into Dune OMG Barbora Kodetova is so f*****g hot with blue eyes cause without them she looks like s**t, got back into Star Wars *starwars* *starwars* and during those 2 yrs I was off the site I stayed in touch with some people most of them left me or found new lovers or some s**t. I stayed in touch with AnnD from day one of my ban nagging her torturing her with beatings involving stuffed bunny rabbits and other various foam toys till she let me back on the site lol just kidding!!!!!! watched my favorite wrestlers pass on. But then on the 25^th we were talking and she told me that she had talked to the mods and lifted the ban so now I’m back and better than ever still the old Immortal Beloved with new tricks up my sleeves but more tapered.

 

However, should you feel the urge to pick a fight with me don’t just don’t cause it’s not worth it and I’m not in the mood to go up against you and get booted for life but should you want to hear the uncensored controversial truth of what happened in 2006 then stay tuned for my upcoming novel, Year Of Hell With A Bleak Chance Of Hope coming soon just gotta finish up the last couple chapters and boom I’ll send it to you or post it somewhere :)

 

　

So until we met again stay solid bopper

 

　

 

For those of you who don’t know of me come to me: The Source.

 

It’s been two years since my controversial departure and a lot has happened.

 

I’ve grown older and wiser.

 

I’ve done less and learned more.

 

Found new attractions and lost old feelings.

 

Discovered old ways and buried the past somewhat.

 

Watched old shows regaining memories lost to time.

 

Still chasing after my Angel Of Serenity knowing I’ll never get her in flesh and bone but spiritually I can handle that.

 

Old songs intermixed with new ones showing me new visions for my unrated mindset.

 

My persona back intact with various upgrades.

 

The face remains: I’m still here and I’m not going anywhere cause it’s Bad Boy For Life.

 

Should you happen across my little corner of AP please note some things:

 

If you join my groups please don’t because they’re under construction.

 

If you know me from 2005-2006 and you’ve got a problem with me or still holding a grudge then A: grow the f**k up and move on or B: if you’ve changed your name numerous times please tell me your original name or the one most people called you by.

 

If you were loyalists of Tina and you got issues with me then please step off and tell it to someone who cares.

 

　

　

　

My reason for coming back: