Fading

long, drawn out, but it holds many points... my thoughts spilled out over paper...

This heartache

It's grown

To a physical pain

I feel it

It hurts

Like a thousand suns

Burning in my chest

In my lungs

The air flow stops

Shuddering

I fall down

I wish you knew

What it feels like

But you don't

And this pain

This horrible ache

Is mine to carry

Mine alone, it seems

Why can't you see

What you're doing to me?

It's a million needles

Piercing my body

If only there was something

Some release

A way to stop this pain

But it's gone now

I'm gone

Did I give up?

No

But you did

And you threw it all away

And now I feel this

This awkward, dead weight

On my body

It's hard to move

To get up in the morning

I don't sleep

Not anymore

It's impossible

With this terrible feeling

Always creeping up in me

Is this what it means

To miss someone

To know their gone

And you can't have them back

To know they've left

When you need them so much

That's what you did

Now, my only sacrifice

Is this broken heart

I wish I could give it to you

Maybe you would find

Solace

In this simple flesh

Only, it's not so simple

It a complex web

Of love

Of lies

Of fear

And hate

That's what I feel

In my heartache

It's a pain

But a pain of fury

Endless tormenting

To this troubled soul

Mine

Yours

Theirs

Ours

If only days

Could pass us by

Then maybe I'd get over you

But not now

Not today

Not for a long time

You'll always be there

In this dead heart

I will cease this pain

And fly away

Away from any heartache

You will ever cause again

Author's Note

sorry if it's a little confusing.... this is the raw form of my emotions.... hope you like it...

just a note: this is not about a lover or something like that... so don't think it is, cuz its not

Reviews

[KaySea]

very nice. i like it alot.