Wonder

Alone, I lie on this bed.

With a death wish drifting through my head.

I wonder to myself; If you would care

if this was the last day for me.

My blood rushes cold when I hear your voice.

My heart aches when I make the wrong choice.

Baby, we wonder why it has to be

this way for us to split apart.

And I wonder if you can read that note,

I left for you on the table.

Baby, I wonder if you will accept

my deepest and very last apology.

Away from the afterlife and inside the grave.

I wonder how you still feel my heart

beating for you. Oh, for you.

I wonder how our love survived.