Broken dreams

I resurrected the God diss, with a more heartfelt spin, and addressing a broader view than just the bible God. Don't take this too seriously, I don't believe in God, this is just literary expression.

All powerful but can't even get s**t done

prancing 'round like a pony doing hit and run

all knowing, but can't even figure out

how to fix s**t without running his damn mouth

outside of space and time, means you're nowhere

your actions toward me proved that you just didn't care

You brought me up in a religion you didn't make

putting me into a trap, a lifelong mistake

You fucked me up and now I'm taking years recovering

tryna do s**t that has been done by the kids under me

You taught me to love and accept everyone that I meet

but the hate you brought me up in wasn't cool to me

I didn't choose to be put into the box I was

my potential was stagnated by your toxic love

You told me to have faith in grand promises above

when in reality I needed to grow the f**k up

You enticed me with words, and brainwashed me with thoughts

even though you didn't produce the results for the cost

The books written about you are wrong about lots of s**t

that's why you love the gays, but still suck major dick

Do you care if we eat pork, or let us eat it all?

should we accept our bodies, or remove our foreskin wall?

do we need to follow the sabbath, or is a day a day?

why can't you tell us more clearly what words you want to say?

That's the biggest problem when  it comes to how you are

your challenged me, but you're confusing and your presence scars

you made me less into a prude and freed me from convention

but at the cost of years of self denial unrelenting

you promise hope to those who seek you and deserve your grace

but babies die of malnutrition, never see their mother's face

The only way this contradiction can hope to be explained

is if you lie and don't actually care to ease the pain

you claim we are all connected and a family, cool

but you designed human interaction to be cold and cruel

many get rejected until they become broken waste

loneliness brings out the worst in the goddamned human race

If you designed this universe then it only shows

you were behind Hitler, as much as hearts of gold

you are good and evil all of which at the same time

This two faced nature is what made you no longer mine

I stopped believing at the breaking point of all my strife

things make a lot more sense as I look back on all my life

You let me fall away from faith, maybe that was your plan

but if that is the case, then I'm done with your head games man

broken dreams, you f*****g wasted my time

took all the good years with your bullshit and your petty lies

you can consider yourself to be beaten and exposed

I had to do this cause at this point it is personal

Your negligence led to billions being thrown away

you screw up people cause you so weirdly communicate

You die with every person that sees your true colors show

consider yourself beaten, cause this is personal