FriendshipA Story by VivianWho needs friends when you have a trading partner? Miracles
are classified as works of a divine one, whatever that means. Miracles
are said to be welcoming events that bring happiness and spice into one’s life,
what a lie. Happiness is a mental state labeled by humans, so it would be
easier to classify it among the alphabet blocks. Miracles are created by
the human imagination, an impossible perception of reality to patch up the
holes of real life. Gil
stared at the blank page before him, dully. What was the point of writing one’s
feelings down on paper? The counselor would just skim through it, give some half-butt
comment, and shred the paper into a food grinder when you’re not looking.
Pushing his glasses up his nose, Gil wrote down his name on the top line.
Glancing at the clock, he estimated that the cruel-and-unusual-punishment would
be finished in fifteen minutes, fifteen more minutes ‘til freedom. Gil
looked back down his paper. Should he just lie and write about flowers and
unicorns? Tsk, that was a terrible idea. The counselor would probably hold him
back for another session to discuss about rainbows and butterflies. But, if he
wrote down that this was a waste of time and that the counselor was lame, Gil
would get a smack across the wrists with a ruler and would have to start over.
Either way, it was a lose-lose situation. Ten
minutes left to go… Gil got up to sharpen his pencil, spending a good minute
making sure the tip was at its sharpest point. Nine minutes left to kill… The
counselor paced around the room, glancing at Gil’s paper and shaking his head.
Eight minutes to go… With one eye on the clock, Gil began to write some words
on the paper. At last, the counselor looked relieved and peered over Gil’s
shoulder. With a smirk, Gil turned his pencil and erased the words he wrote.
The counselor sighed and paced around again. Seven minutes to go… Then it was
six, five, four, three, two…and one. With
fifteen seconds left, Gil pushed his mostly blank page away and grabbed his
backpack from under his seat. The counselor finally had enough. Kneeling down
with his arms resting on Gil’s desk, the counselor asked, “Gil, why won’t you
talk?” Gil
looked up, tilting his head. It was best to play stupid and innocent so that he
could get the heck out of here. Licking his lips, he shrugged. This guy
didn’t need to know about his personal life. “Gilbert.”
Oh, so the counselor is calling him by his full first name, eh? Gil pulled his
arms through the backpack straps and tightened them. “All the other kids can
respond to the teacher. All the other kids socialize with one another during
recess. They all eat their lunches. Why aren’t you?” I’m
not like the other kids, Gil wanted to say. He kept his lips shut and
looked down at his shoes. One of his shoelace loops was bigger than the other.
He would have to fix that if he didn’t want his shoe to untie itself. The
counselor snapped his finger to get Gil’s attention. “Gilbert,
your father and mother are worried about you. You’re refusing to turn in your
work, you’re wandering the halls during class time, and you lock yourself in
the restroom for hours on end. Is this funny to you?” What
if it is? Gil bit his lips. This was cutting into his lunch time. Gil moved
his lips, opened the office door and slammed it shut. Running towards the
restrooms, he locked himself in a stall and pulled out his lunch kit from his
backpack. Mother packed him carrots and a sandwich today. Gil dug through his
lunch kit for the usual juice box. It seems his mother was smarter than he
thought. Clicking
his tongue, Gil dumped the solid food down the toilet and flushed it. The
toilet got stuck and began to over fill. Gil threw in a roll of toilet paper,
stopping the boiling waterfall. He heard voices coming in the distance. Tsking
and pulling down the toilet lid, Gil stood on top of the toilet, backpack and
lunch kit between his knees. He hoped, no, prayed that the toilet roll
would keep the hungry waters contained. The squeaks of sneakers chirped in his
ears and he heard the conversation. “Hey
dude, I asked her out and she said ‘Yes’.” “Congrats,
man!” Gil
rolled his eyes and stared at the floor, watching the two boys’ shoes move back
and forth between. Girls... Who would think about dating this young? Elementary
school is the time to sharpen one’s tool set, and it was the perfect time to
break all the school rules before graduation. Why spend the freedom on
searching for a girl, a girl who’ll break up with you in less than two weeks?
Gil watched the two sets of shoes leave, and the restroom was silent once
again. ~~~ “Gilbert,
from now on, you’ll be eating your lunches here,” the counselor told him. Gil
wanted to click his tongue but hid the urge under a convincible curious
expression. It was best if the counselor believed that he was stupid. Placing a
paper on Gil’s desk, the counselor recited the usual topic about feelings and
said, “You have an hour and thirty before lunch, enough time to write more than
just your name this time around.” Whatever,
Gil thought. Sharpening his pencil, the office door opened and a red-head girl
walked in. With a beanie on her head and baggy clothes hung over her slim
figure, the girl looked more like a wannabe gangster than a twig. Gil hid his
laugh with a cough. “Are
you Mr. Buzz?” Even her voice was as tiny as she was. Gil couldn’t help but
smile at how…how cute she was. Noticing the positive expression, Mr. Buzz
quickly documented it on his clipboard with flair. “You
must be Castor. Come in and sit.” Mr. Buzz pulled up an empty desk right next
to Gil. The smile quickly flipped into a frown, and Gil glared daggers into
little Castor’s soul. Either she was blind or oblivious; Castor happily took
her seat and began chatting up a storm. “My
name is Castor. My favorite color is red, and I like to skateboard. I have a
daddy but no mommy, but daddy always brings a friend over so the friend is kind
of like a mommy. My teacher says I express myself too much and that I need to
be quiet so others can learn. I think she’s being a meanie to me. I like to eat
meat, but I hate, hate milk.” She hissed the last word like it was
poison. Gil couldn’t help but stare at Castor. If this chatterbox was
attending Mr. Buzz’s sessions too… Gil’s grip snapped his pencil in half. To
have a chatterbox like this with Mr. All-Up-In-Your-Business, the whole situation
just got one step closer to a living nightmare. “Well
Castor, the boy next to you is named Gil. Gilbert, say ‘Hi’.”
What Mr. Buzz really meant was: This little delinquent here is Gil. [Insert
hand slam on desk] Say something, you little freak! Biting
his lip, Gil waved at Castor. The chatty girl took his hand and placed it next
to her cheek. Slap! Mr. Buzz’s clipboard crashed onto the floor. “Castor,
are you okay?” Gil clicked his tongue and grabbed a new pencil from his
backpack. He wiped his infected hand over his pants, and cracked a glimpse at
the red-head. Little Castor didn’t cry. She didn’t go red in the face nor did
she curse him out. She just smiled. How can she smile after what he did to her? Castor
gave him a toothy grin. “It’s nice to know you too.” Eyes wide with color high
in his cheeks, Gil scribbled down nonsense onto his paper to distract himself.
Using his bangs to hide his face, he glanced over at Castor’s desk. There was a
pencil and a paper and a few words. I met a friend named Gil. ~~~ Lunch
time came around the corner. Pulling out his lunch kit, Gil scowled at the
sight of peas and a tuna sandwich. Still, his mother did not pack a juice box.
Gil couldn’t just leave to flush his food down a toilet. With Mr. Buzz’s
watchful eyes on him, Gil took a tiny bite out of his sandwich, gagging the
sick substance down his throat. Solid food…disgusting. Taking
another small bite, Gil glimpsed over at Castor’s food. There was a juice
box-size milk carton and a baloney sandwich, without crust. Gil eyed the milk
with interest. Even with the bad impression earlier, Castor considered him as a
“friend”. Maybe Castor would be interested in trade, but the action can’t
be done with Mr. Buzz around. Like
all humans, he needed substance to stay alive as well. He left ten minutes
later to grab a tray of food from the lunch line, making sure the office door
was locked before leaving. This was Gil’s chance. He poked Castor’s arm. Castor: Yes, Gil? Gil: … Castor (nervously chewing her
sandwich): You don’t eat much do you? Gil (barely a whisper): Trade
your milk. Castor (picking up the carton): You’re
not eating your food. Gil: You’re not drinking your
milk. Could make you taller. Castor: You want to fight me? Gil: You consider me as a
friend, right? Gil
looked away. Friends, it means mutual affection between two or more
people. Castor had just met him about two hours ago. On her paper, she called
him a “friend”. It’s not like Gil wanted to be friends with her. His
last line just slipped out of his mouth, he wasn’t thinking properly. Gil: … Castor
gave him a slow smile. Taking his peas and sandwich, Castor passed over her
milk. “I
don’t get that much food anyway. This works in my favor,” Castor said,
seasoning her sandwich with peas. Gil shrugged as he sipped Castor’s milk. He
didn’t care, but he should at least thank Castor. She didn’t have to follow up
with the trade. Castor could’ve let Gil starve for all she cared, but she didn’t.
Castor didn’t give him a weird look when he poked her arm. She answered him. She
carried a conversation with him, one-sided as it was, mostly. “Why
am I your friend?” “You’re
the same as me, aren’t you? We need each other to survive.” The
next day, when Mr. Buzz gave out the cursed assignment to write about feelings,
Gil finally had something worth writing about. Friends, the proper definition
for is: people or a person one knows and with whom one has a mutual
affectionate bond with. Friends are the unspoken messengers of life. I don’t
believe in miracles or happiness, but I believe friends can change you. I might
have not met my ‘friend’ for a long time, but she treated me differently from
everyone I know. She’s patient with me, and she
doesn’t get mad at my actions. She gives me a toothy smile and engages in a
conversation with me. I know many people who just glare at me and use my name
with vulgar language, but this ‘friend’…she didn’t do that. We had a nice
conversation, one-sided at best. In a way, she coaxed me to talk, a bit. I
guess because of her, I have to something to write about in this daily feelings
paper nonsense. Even though I made a bad
impression with her when we first met, she saw me as a friend. I don’t know how
that happened, but she sparked a little change in me. Gil
didn’t have anything else to write about. The paper was more of a ramble than
anything, and he was tempted to erase everything he wrote. But, looking over at
Castor’s paper, he didn’t want to erase the truth that Castor set in him.
Putting his name on top of the page, he handed it to Mr. Buzz. © 2015 Vivian |
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Added on February 2, 2015 Last Updated on February 2, 2015 Tags: friendship, trade, veggies, milk, angst AuthorVivianAboutI play the viola, a Mythbuster's fan, play bit of the piano, and my favorite subjects are history and science. My fanfiction.net account is Ideas265 and my Deviantart account is ideas265artist http.. more..Writing
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