My Heart

I let you in…

And you berated me

I let you in…

And you underestimated me

 

I’ve allowed this to happen before

And I told myself it would never happen again

I let myself fall for you

I called you my best friend

 

You crushed me

My little battered heart in your big hands

I’m too weary to go on

I’m done with all of these commands

 

I am me forever and for always

I’m not changing for you, little boy

You don’t respect me

You can’t love a toy

 

I am not evil

I have a standard of how I wish to be treated

I stayed and I let you break me

Because all I wanted was to be needed

 

We had it all…

But you made it end…

Just remember…

I let you in…

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

Just written. lots of typos and emotion. I'm hurting and I really don't need criticism. Just understanding. I know how to write. >.>

Reviews

[Chasity Bowlin]

and he's a d****e.

[Chasity Bowlin]

I think its incredible. Very intense. I can tell that it must have been very cathartic to write. sometimes, I think pouring raw emotion out, without the polish and overthiking we all do, can create something incredibly beautiful in its honesty.