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Over this long night

I’ve thought this poem out a thousand times

It’s had a million reasons

A hundred different rhymes

Who am I to speak?

When it was me in the wrong…

Who am I to beg for something the never belonged to me

And now it is gone?

My heart hurts….

But why?

My head aches and spins

My only emotion is to cry

Who’s going to watch me now?

Who’s going to wipe my tears?

Who’s going to turn the light on

And erase all my fears?

I can truly say

That right now I want to die

I wish I could give up

But the one thing you ever taught me was to try

So I close that chapter of my life

It was a long and meaningful one

I’ll just sit in my head

And ponder all the horrible things I have done

 

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[Butterflymom]

This is a intense, very heart felt, honest, and very beautifully expressed. Well done, and keep writing!