Anxiety kicks in

Have your ever felt like you are just numb
Am suffering from anxiety so am writing of it
It started a while ago used to be brave
Am so afraid of alot of things in my life now

This is more of me writing down what are my weakness
Am so afraid of meeting new people funny right
I am usually a chatty type of person
Used to like hanging out this days can't leave the house

Am trying to figure out how I got anxiety
I am scared of the thought of being judged
I cry myself to sleep and I prefer to be alone
Sad right that I had to change to this much

Am so tired of people saying that I am heartless
Cause of how i push people out I can't help it
I was not this different I was a people person
But am so scared of to much change and pain

Will this be my story from now onwards
I am different maybe because am so tired
My mental health went from confident to lost
Be kind to everyone cause you don't know what a person is going through