Time..

the time is different

maybe, it"s not the way i wanted it to be

the thing i desired the most

the life which i wanted to live

having regretted a thousand times

for not being truthful to anyone in life

looking back to figure it out

what i've been doing throughout my life

is this the way i wanted myself to be??

there is a pain deep inside

don't know from where it came and why it reside

maybe this is the treatment for a person of my kind

sometimes in life, the moment arrive

when a person thinks himself to be very wise

he cries, he dies

for the thing which is actually a lie

maybe it's too late

but i'll take my chance

to get the courage to stand around

to take a step and restart my life

that might lead me to an even darker phase of my life

i'll put my life at stake

and roam around as i know every decision counts

maybe i'm not the best but i'm better than the rest,

to die at the end, to feel i made a stand

the time is different 

and maybe, it's the way i wanted it to be...!!!