What If

I kinda just put how I feel so I hope it isn't too bad I know I'm not the greatest and I kinda just started to write poetry so I'm pretty bad I'm sorry *.*

What if I told you I wanted to die.
Would you laugh it off nervously or spend the rest of the day with me trying to cheer me up, trying to make me smile?
What if I dropped the act, pulled up my sleeves and showed you how I've coped.
Would you run away or would you pull me into your arms tight whispering in my hair that it will all be over soon?
What if I opened up to you and started to fall hard for you.
Would you fall just as hard for me or break my heart into even more pieces?
What if I gave you my heart, my broken, bleeding, bruised heart.
Would you accept it and fix it or be the one to damage it beyond repair?
What if I relasped again when I promised I was done.
Would you scream and yell at me or tell me you understand and buy me all my favorite things the next day?
What if I said goodnight, told you I loved you and you woke up and I was gone.
Would you cry your heart out and follow my path or move on and forget me like everyone else?

Author's Note

I just want to know what you think how I could make things better anything really and I know its not that great so I don't really want rude comments thanks.