You cannot love me and I cannot leave you

Today I chose to feel love

I convince myself every day that I dont love you anymore

But the rebellious night convinces me that I do

You push me away when my heart pulls you closer

You cannot love me and I cannot leave you

The sound of your breathe, the taste of your ecstasy

I dont know if its drug or just you touching me

There are many words unsaid

More memories unmade

Even the time misses our togetherness

You could have felt an everlasting love

But you chose to be alone deep inside

I seek answers from my heart

That denies to replace you

I seek answers from my skin

That choses not to feel any touch but yours

I seek none from you

Because you are free to love anyone you want

But you cuffed me with desires of you

And worse that you cannot fulfil