Down the Rabbit Hole

Doesn't everyone feel this way at one point?

Paranoia presses lines into this
Tired face
Slipping away from existence
Things that don't matter
Wrap themselves tightly around my
Brain leaving it little room to breathe
The sights
The sounds
Hallucinations
My imagination
Antici
Pation for my
Resurrection from this
Hell
I'm terrified because
It seems so real
No
It is so real
My waking consciousness has
Separated fact from fiction
But when the cold hearted orb
Rules the unholy night
He answers the prayers of the wicked
To make me see one thing
Or the next
Sleep is not friend nor foe
For in a dream world I am safe
From harm
With protection to the Nth degree
But in that world of dreams
Are beasts
Lurking
Waiting
Watching
And because of such real demons
Gadgets of any kind exist to
Repel
Maim
Kill
I crave that precious sleep of babes
But here my body lacks slumber
Remains
The fear runs deep beneath my veins
Into my bones, my life covered in stains
Of sleepless nights
Insomnoschitzoparanoid
Please let me be, oh beings wise
So many never see those eyes
That I fear watch me while I
Before I
After I
Sleep
Unshackle me from your dreaded prison
Let me free
Let me live