Not easy this Day

Coping with loss has not got eaiser.

“One step at a time”, “It gets easier they say.”
Five years have gone by I still feel this way.
If fact its worse now than I thought could be.
But you can not know the pain I carry with me.
Because inside your eyes I see no great pain.
I bury mine deep in hopes you see.
Inside my heart I keep them with me.
As I grow more silent and withdrawn each day.
My heart still hurts for those who went away.
I don't know if I will ever find a way.
To heal this pain that grows by the day.
I just don't know how I will move on.
Without my girls to keep me strong.
I was their daddy but now I cant be.
So how do I live the rest of my life.
Missing inside the best parts of me.
They were my rock my purpose in life.
The smile in my heart my love of life.
So don't tell me now or ever again.
If you don't have a clue.
How I feel my friend.

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[TWIZTED]

I am so so very sorry for your loss. I too have lost a loved one so very tragically and the pain never seems to even lessen let alone go away. I try hard to focus on all the good parts of the times we shared and feel a lil easier knowing that it was fun and I know they too can reflect on those moments. I just embrace the fact that someday we will be making even more memories in heaven. And that is what helps me make it through each and every day. Your not alone, and through Your caring words I know I am not either. TY

T

[My Broken Heart]

As I am for yours. Thank you