Am I doing something wrong?

Sigh. =/

I want out,

I want a refund,

I was defective,

Somethings not right,

yeah people have there downs

but it always gets better,

they don't have to fight,

just to stay alive.

Five years of this,

I'm growing so f*****g tired,

I just want to die,

am doing something wrong?

Please,

just give me a sign.

I'm deffinetly not afraid to die,

But I am afraid of life,

I am afraid of being alone

I am afraid of becoming 'sick' again

but I am not afraid to die.

If these days stay the same,

I am sure to go insane,

I jonse to feel the sweet sensation of pain,

it's been so long,

and my need-

well it's becoming strong,

So again I ask,

Am I doing something wrong?

Reviews

[Livana Lowell]

Suprisingly I can relate to this, looking into the mirror and seeing a whole bunch of wrongs, faults, yet enjoy the pain. Death is nothing to fear because it is something to expect to happen one day. But life is something truly unexpected and very irritating at time. I'll sigh with you alright.

Anyways, I complement you for sharing this insightful piece.